Sunday, August 24, 2014

Round Robin Week 3

Cutting it close this week, but here's what I put together using Manu Scraps and Wendy R Designs' gorgeous kit Tuscan Summer-

Kit: Tuscan Summer Collab by Manu Scraps and Wendy R Designs
Font: Blackadder
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Sunday, August 17, 2014

On Depression

This one is hard for me to write, hard for me to admit in a public forum. Not because of any stigma, but because I still believe it is a weakness on my part.
Sometimes I suffer from depression. Most days I fight with depression.
I thank God that even in the midst of it I am able to cling to hope. I may not believe in the moment that things will get better, but I am able to remember that I didn't always feel this way.
So I fight.
And my life is good, don't get me wrong. There is much joy in my life, but sometimes I forget. Sometimes I even wallow in the feelings of loneliness and the overall greyness that is life with depression.

And then I remember, and begin to fight anew. It's a bit like in CS Lewis' The Silver Chair when the evil queen throws the sweet smelling perfume on the fire and it makes the prince, the children, and Puddleglum drowsy. She begins to lull them into thinking that there is no outside world, this is all there ever is or will be. It's so easy to fall into that grey slumber. It takes an act of fierce will, and pain to break that spell and fight to remember the Truth. 

So I fight, and I remember
Don't tell me that it's not my fault, not a weakness. If that's true then I have no control over it, and no hope. Let me continue my fight, and just understand that even on good days in my fighting to get there I may have very little energy. Be patient with me and just BE with me. If I need help, I will ask, but I do best when I can just concentrate on the moment and NOT always be thinking about it. That's what was so hard about the Robin Williams suicide. It was nonstop coverage about depression, and giving in (I'm NOT judging him on that!) and that just made my struggle all the more...real. But his struggle is not my struggle, and I will continue to believe in the Truth and fight to remain in this world, the real world, the one worth fighting for.

I'm glad I belong to a Church that believes in the efficacy of prayer, and that our prayers are not limited by time and space. Our prayers now reach the ear of God before Robin Williams' death. There is power in that prayer.It cannot change what happened (a fixed point in time and space), but it can affect what were his final moments. I need to remember that, especially when I'm praying for the souls of those who I have lost.

Prayer, it's also a powerful took against the encroaching greyness. Especially when I am tempted to give in. THAT I know is from the evil one. How can I be so sure? Because ANYTHING that would separate me from the Sacraments is from Satan. Giving in to despair certainly does that.

St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle!

So, I fight, and I remember, and I pray.

And I thank God for my friends and family that 'get it' and stand with me and help me to create moments of joy in my life. As The Doctor so wisely said- 

The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa the bad things don’t always spoil the good things or make them unimportant. 

I think I need to get that printed and posted somewhere close.

So, I fight, I remember, I pray, and I look for joy.

Thank you for adding to my joy, and for understanding that even though it doesn't take away the pain, it doesn't make it unimportant.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

Link drop!

I have gathered a number of exceptional links over the years on a variety of topics. I'm posting a number of them here mostly so I can find them again, and also to share!

This batch is all Catholic ones, I'll have a link drop of Crafty and Scrapping ones later on.

Ok, here we go! :)

Pillars of Catholicism this is a 13 part 'crash course' on Catholicism from the John Paul the Great Catholic University.

Word Among Us is the web home of the Word Among Us devotional. Lots of great Catholic articles to read even if you don't subscribe.

Word on Fire is the website of Fr. Barron, who brought us the book and then the DVD study series Catholicism. Great resource!

Catholic Home Study Service One of my favorite study sites. FREE books with study questions to answer on a variety of Catholic topics.

What Catholic and/or Bible Study resources do YOU use online?

Mother Daughter Tea

Back in May, Mom and I went to a lovely Mother Daughter Tea at the Little Traveler Shops in Geneva.

I made this page from Jilbert's Georgia Peach kit and love how the colors all flow together so nicely!


You can find this beautiful kit at theStudio here!

Studio Round Robin- week two!

I'm annoyed that I let myself miss week one this time around, but here's what I put together for week two, and as my contribution for Jilbert's CT-
Kit: Wild Thing Collab by Manu Scraps and Jilbert's Bits of Bytes
Available at theStudio here
Font: Euphorigenic
#studioroundrobin

I had fun finding just the right photo to use with this kit, this is from our trip to Busch Gardens in Virginia in 2008 while we were still stationed at Ft. Bragg.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Disneyland!

While I was in Arizona seeing Aaryk these last two weeks, we took a few days and went to California. I'll have LOTS of pages to share later, but here's the one I did for the Progressive Scrap at theStudio this month.
Kit: Beach Days Monthly Mega Kit from the delightful and fabulously talented designers at theStudio

It was such a wonderful day, and it happened to be Disneyland's 59th birthday! Keep checking back here and on Facebook for the rest of my Arizona Adventure! 

Friday, July 11, 2014

Corporate =/= Conformity

I was having a discussion with a dear friend this week on the topic of the change n music style at her parish. She was overjoyed by the new style but one of her friends who is in the choir is not a fan of the music director or the new songs. (Caveat- I don't have an opinion on the music, it's not my parish and so my point is not to discuss the particulars of this issue)

My friend was having trouble because she did not feel that she was given time to adequately present her point of view to the group, and mostly because she views corporate worship as contradictory to saying "I'm going to enjoy this no matter what the people around me think of it".

We discussed it ad nauseum in another forum, but I am still troubled by the idea that we must all conform to the same tastes in worship in order to be...what...community?

Corporate worship, that one hour a week where we gather as Church is a time to focus on the Creator, to WORSHIP Him. It's not a time to be focusing on the music, the homily, or the kid fussing two rows up unless these things bring us closer to God. If, on the other hand, they DO bring us closer to God as a form of worship, then they are very good. But you will NEVER get a group of more than 10 people together (and 10 is a stretch) who all worship the same way.

Unlike our protestant brothers who split off and form new churches because the pastor doesn't wear a tie, or over the music leader being a woman (two splits in my parent's church in the last decade), we have something that holds us together as Catholics~ the Eucharist. THAT is why we gather for corporate worship, and for no other reason. To receive Jesus, Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity at Mass. Everything else is just to bring us to the Table.

Whether or not it was St. Augustine who originally said- In essentials, unity, in non-essentials, liberty, and in all things, charity it's a good reminder that the essentials are what make us Catholic, and that even in corporate worship we have the liberty to worship God as best we can even if it is differently done from the person sitting next to you.

Now, having said all this, what my dear friend was describing, a corporate worship where we are all of one mind in how we worship the King of Kings is something that I long for. But I know that we will only sing with one voice on the other side of Glory. The Angels and Saints are doing it right now, and one day I will join them in that glad song.

But for today, I will gladly stand next to you and worship with you, praising God with all my heart even if we do it differently.


Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Round Robin Week 4- My Nana

When I started this page today I didn't know that it would have been my Nana's 99th birthday today.

Happy Birthday Nana, we miss you...

Kit: Days Gone By Collab from The Urban Fairy and ADB Designs
Font: CK Bella
#studioroundrobin #theStudio

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Mark resources for Chapters 3 and 4

I hope to get a post up about the last couple of sessions, but for now here's an assortment of links that I used to find more information for our study-

http://www.bibleplaces.com/mounttabor.htm
http://www.bibleplaces.com/mtbeatitudes.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_4
http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=8963
http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/11460a.htm

Monday, May 26, 2014

Mother-Daughter Tea

Mom and I had a wonderful time in Geneva at the Little Shops and the Mother-Daughter Tea. It was so much fun to see all of the other Moms and their girls, of all ages!

Kit: Hidden in a Book Collab by The Urban Fairy and Jilbert's Bit's of Bytes
Font: Marketing Script

Friday, May 16, 2014

Rooter's big adventure

Rooter left today with Aaryk's folks to go live with his sister and her family in Idaho. They can't wait to see him! I'm sad to see him go, but happy that he will be well loved and get lots of attention!
Destination Idaho- Rooter's trip to his new home!

Kit: Destination Anywhere Collab by The Urban Fairy and Manu Scraps
Available here
Fonts: Calvin and Hobbes and Poplar Std
#theStudio
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Copyright 2014 by Kyrie Drake

Friday, May 9, 2014

finally....Spring!

Kit: Butterfly Gardens Collab by The Urban Fairy and Valentina's Creations
Font: Caflisch Script Pro
Available from #theStudio here
Week One of the May Round Robin Event!
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Sunday, April 27, 2014

Divine Mercy Chaplet

In keeping with the Feast of the Divine Mercy today, here's how to pray the Divine Mercy chaplet-

http://www.ewtn.com/Devotionals/mercy/dmmap.htm

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world!

Monday, April 21, 2014

Sanctuary vs. Worship Center

Driving to work today I was bugged when I saw a sign on a church directing people to the 'Worship Center'. This has been brewing in me for some time and I think I finally figured out why.

It used to be that most all protestant churches, even 'low church' denominations called their worship space a sanctuary. More and more though I'm seeing them renamed as 'worship centers'. This bothers me as it seems to me that we lose some of the holiness of gathering as 'church' this way. It's a mindset. Sure, whenever two or more are gathered in His name He is there and all, but Church is more than gathering together.

Even before I was Catholic, I always felt there was something special about the sanctuaries of traditional style churches. The pews, the weathered songbooks, the podium, the choir loft, the baptismal area, and the communion table all gave the feel that this place was special, set apart specifically for the worship of God. That's the very definition of holy or sacred.

Today's 'worship center' has none of that. It could be any room with chairs and a stage. While, again, we can certainly worship God in ANY place and should be doing so in all times and all aspects of our lives I think we really lose something by getting rid of the 'sacredness' of our churches.

The thought that concreted this in my mind this morning was that when we do this we risk church being about what WE do for God, and less about honoring what God has done for us.

Just my thought for today!

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Battle

The other day I started to pray the St. Michael prayer but in my mind I said, 'St. Michael the Archangel protect us from battle'.

But that's not how it goes, is it?

St. Michael the Archangel, DEFEND us in battle.

That is what we cry out in prayer. For the battle is here and now and all around us. God never promised us release from the battlefield, only that we could call upon His aid and that of His holy angels in our times of deepest need.

I do battle tonight, with my weakness, my anger, my desolation.

St. Michael the Archangel, defend me in battle,
Be my protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him I humbly pray.
And do thou, O Prince of the heavenly host,
By the power of God
Cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits
Who prowl throughout the world seeking the ruin of my soul. Amen

All you Angels and Saints, pray for me!